With my man,still not on the bed even its 2.13 am. I love him.
As he will transfer to other dept, I feel quit happy even I know that dept will claim of his time more than me. Is it the high price I have to pay after being his wife. Whatever I still feel not complete as his wife not until I could give him a baby. I knew he also want a children,more gladly if its a girl. But we are accepting if that's Allah give us.
Again, I still waiting for the time to know the truth. I have promised to myself not to disappointed if the result is negative. Belum sampai masa agaknya. We have discussed before that one of the tujuan getting married is children...zuriat.