After 4 months, still feel not happy with thr environment but I guess i am not doing my best to do my job. Perhaps.
The satisfaction is not there even quite happy with a lot of people. But people might not be true to you. They can turn around just like a second. Without thinking on the consequences, i following the flow and yet it trapped me.
With the situation, i rather confessed without giving guideline and my initiatives had gone wrong all these while.
Poor me, i don't really know what is in their heart. Their hatred. But do i need to care for it as i am working for the company and yet I couldn't pleasure everyone in the team.
And sometimes i do look like an actress playing some acts.. Which i knew from the start that i can't.
I have been saying a lot to my heart, that if i couldn't fullfill my own pleasure why should i stay.
Life must move on.
Here we go, i was on mc yesterday. To much neck pain and the best part my bp also gone to border line, 149/90.
As my friend said that i couldn't take lightly as it would affect my whoke life if its become serious.
Without medication, i need to control my food taking.
Also, i received an invitation for interview. Hope this would be my luck again. Please pray for me.
Salam Jumaat to all. Hahha.. As if I got reader now.