Tuesday, 3 March 2020

masih melanguk

Masih melanguk lagi sampai sekarang. 
Miserable kan? 

Friday, 3 January 2020

melanguk

Dah 3 hari melanguk aja kat rumah. 
Moga ada sinar dalam tahun 2020.
Harap tidak malap! Terlalu banyak commitments and now no cash to settle! 

12062016

Selalu teruja tengok orang lain yg ada anak2.Bila bercakap,bebel or leter..still anak2 dia akan kata i love you mom, saaaayang mak,kita sayangggg mak tercinta,mak tersayang...
Tapi aku?????? Tak da.!!!!.tak ada tau! !!!! When i did that like a mom should be doing...what i get??? You guess????
Aku sorang2 aja yg perasan, people would never feel that...and now I am thinking why should  I be that mom when others don't care!!! And when I told its wrong, people would say..keep on saying for forgiveness of others..
Sabar aku harus sabar..sampai bila aku aja yg menjaga sedangkan depa tak jaga langsung hati aku..yalah aku sedar aku ni menumpang..ya ..bila berdua aku rasa aman

jobless am I?

Left the canteen  few days kemas macam bibik tak reti rehat! 
Hari ni rasa rindu tempat tu.. They did pushed me away without giving chance I guessed so. 
I am ok with that based on the credibility and capability that I had! 
Enough of that feeling either! 
Lets focus and keep praying for the best! 

Saturday, 2 November 2019

org tgk tv tapi dia ni

piala Malaysia 2019-jdt vs Kedah

Of course i am supporting my home state Johor. 
#Mora 

Selesai countdown

Malam Raya Haji, aku naik bas ke BP. Sambil jumpa ayah,  aku juga ad join trip Ekak Hamidah Sabah.

Time sampai pagi2. Ayah sedar.

dapatlah sembang walau suara ayah x ada.. Sejak x leh bercakap makanan ayah hnya yg Lembut2

2019-a year after Langkawi

Here I am at Pangkor
1* found the missing docs
2*buying lots of chocolate 

Wednesday, 11 July 2018

My love at dinner place

His fav meals at this Dunia Sup Kambing.

I am full,
Too much nasi lemak at 4 pm just now.
My own.

Syawal 1439h 2018

Raya Raya

The truth is out there

Jeng jeng jeng..

The truth revealed.

May called it back stabbing.
Poor me.

I cried like horror coming close to me.
Eerghhhh so sad.

Ayah -Radioterapi

Ahad lepas8/7, ayah dh pi JB hospital. Maybe Sultan Ismail.

Saturday, 30 June 2018

Out of the blue.

All of sudden, 
I feel so hard being alone even I am so busy updating in the med sos.

Why is this happen to my life. That so weird.
Tried to console the emotion.
It’s so sad.
I don’t feel so much joy celebrating this Eid this year.

By the way, my love was so supporting with the environment. Keep on saying, I feel you.

Thanks my love.